小貝的窩: 10月 2007

2007年10月25日

2007年10月24日

小貝IQ題

小熊維尼今日去左剪頭髮,
改左個新名, 佢個新名係咩?

明天開估=)

(包笑死人)

救救我吧

本以為12點上床便可有覺安寧,
誰不知..近日來我家寄居的表妹..
有恐怖的咬牙習慣。

就是在睡夢中不斷咬牙切齒發出聲響,
那種聲響就好像你突然聽到波子聽一樣。

被吵醒了至少10次..
然後我決定抓著她的下巴..
誰不知手放開了,
又再繼續...
神啊救救我吧。

今天晚上還要跟她睡...
我應該好好考慮不睡她旁邊,
還是帶上耳機睡覺算?

2007年10月23日

TAINTED

Alone tonight,
I called you up and said hey boy, come over here
and spend the night baby with me
but then i realised it was a bad idea,
it's just the wine talking and another day will come
and our issues will still be here

here we go again,
is it ever gonna change?

Everything about you and me
Seems so dated, it's so tainted
Everything about you and me
Seems so hazy, it's so crazy
Could've been sweet, but there was just a small stain
Slightly incomplete
There's something missing, something missing
We could try again but the damage still remains
I dont know how to change
That's why it's over
Everything about you and me
Seems so jaded, it's so tainted

Dont wanna fight
I called you up and said hey boy stay over there
cause tonight i'm needing room to breathe
You saying it's alright, gonna see and old girlfriend
Goin' out for the evening and another day will come
when you're thinking 'i should have been there'

here we go again
are you ever gonna change?

Everything about you and me
Seems so dated, it's so tainted
Everything about you and me
Seems so hazy, it's so crazy
Could have been sweet, but there was just a small stain
Slightly incomplete
There's something missing, something missing
We could try again but the damage still remains
I dont know how to change
That's why it's over
Everything about you and me
Seems so jaded, it's so tainted

Oh, oh, oooohh.....

here we go again
are you ever gonna change?

Everything about you and me
Seems so dated, it's so tainted
Everything about you and me
Seems so hazy, it's so crazy
Could have been sweet, but there was just a small stain
Slightly incomplete
There's something missing, something missing
We could try again but the damage still remains
I dont know how to change
That's why it's over
Everything about you and me
Seems so jaded, it's so tainted..............

Guizelladay
MizzDAIZYD

'Style Child'

'Style Child' Lyrics

you think you're cool but you're not the centre of the universe
you think you've got style, got class, but you're not all that
one time long ago, i was blind, that's how we got together
but now i know the truth
you're not all that

you're such a style child
you're such a style child
you're thinking you're so cool
always hanging out with the A-LIST crowd
and they're all looking at you
you're such a style child
a real wild child
the definition of cool

you know what you like
you like whatever's in fashion
and i know you like it, you LUV it
whenever you're the main attraction
i see your caller i.d
takes me back to when i was so naive
now i know, you're favourite lover is YOU!

you're such a style child
you're such a style child
you're thinking you're so cool
always hanging out with the A-LIST crowd
and they're all looking at you
you're such a style child
a real wild child
the definition of cool

you think you're cool but you're not the centre of the universe!

GUIZELLADAY as MizzDAIZYD.

被識破了

花了很多时间和精力后才明白，
简单是种快乐，
放弃是种美丽，
而平淡才是幸福。

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When you love someone like that,
When you give what you can't take back

When you love with all your heart and soul,
So hard to let it go.

今天聽一首歌的歌詞,
很有感覺。

博愛到底是什麼呢？

小貝真面目被識破了=)

2007年10月22日

影子抽離

他, 又再打電話給我,
沒聽, 留了一個口訊。

「I am going to london tonight, would you please give me a call?」

真不明白他為何時時刻刻都在告訴我他在那裡
他在那裡他在那裡他在那裡他在那裡他在那裡

我不想知道你在那裡,
我不是你女朋友你不要告訴我,
不要再告訴我。

你沒身份也沒責任告訴我你在那裡,
我也不希望再聽到再看到你的來電。

影子已抽離,
為何還要懶在這裡?

幸福繩結

最近都在弄這個小東東
是當義工送給老人家的

雖然不是我主動要求弄的,

不過仍樂在其中。

結了數十個幸福繩結,

希望一生都幸福。

2007年10月20日

巨蟹座女

http://www.coden.com.tw/astro/04main.htm

巨蟹座(CANCER)　6月22日～7月22日

非常需要愛與安定的星座。愛猜疑的個性，使他們在人生旅途上處處顯得缺乏安全感。但是帶著母愛光輝的巨蟹，為了所愛倒是心甘情願的付出。

性格代表字彙：我覺得

守護星：月亮(象徵情緒和感覺)　
守護神：希臘－阿特密斯　羅馬－戴安娜

巨蟹座的人天生具有旺盛的精力和敏銳的感覺，道德意識很強烈，對慾望的追求也總能適度的停止。有精闢的洞察能力，自尊心也很強，同時也生性慷慨、感情豐富，樂意幫助有需要的人，並喜歡被需要與被保護的感覺。大部份巨蟹座的人都比較內向、羞怯，雖然他們常用一種很表面的誇張方式來表達，但基本上他們是缺乏自信的，也不太能適應新的環境。雖然對新的事物都很感興趣，但真實卻是很傳統、戀舊的，似乎看來有些雙重個性；如果換一個角度來看，他們只是對情緒的感受力特別強吧！巨蟹座是十二星座中最具有母性的星座，男性亦然。和善、體貼、寬容不記仇，對家人與好朋友非常忠誠。記憶力很好，求知慾很強，順從性強，想像力也極豐富。他們的守護星是月亮，所以只要觀察它就可揣測出他們的心情變化；他們喜歡探索別人的秘密，卻把自己隱藏的很好，並且從不放棄他所要的東西。

最欣賞的星座－天蠍座
最信任的星座－天秤座
最佳學習對象－摩羯座
最佳工作搭檔－獅子座
最容易被影響星座－白羊座
100%協調星座－天蠍座、雙魚座
90%協調星座－處女座、金牛座
80%協調星座－巨蟹座
對立星座－摩羯座
同類型(水象)星座－巨蟹座、天蠍座、雙魚座
最易掌握的星座－獅子座、天秤座、水瓶座、金牛座
最需注意的星座－處女座、射手座、白羊座、雙子座

戴安娜王妃、海明威、盧梭、英格瑪柏格曼、薛尼盧梅、薛尼波拉克、阿胥肯那吉、愛德華八世、呂泉生、約翰洛克斐勒、福斯特、加里波底、海倫凱勒、奧福、馬勒、陳履安、馬英九、席維斯史特龍、哈里遜福特、湯姆克魯斯、湯姆漢克、羅賓威廉斯、皮爾卡登、周星馳、張學友、羅大佑、陳明章、任賢齊、黃小楨、萬芳

一百分好

好友對我的熱心,
我從不拒絕的。

因為他對我一分好,
我會對他一百分好。

習以為常,
出街請飯,
行街請睇戲,
小貝已不計較。

朋友知道小貝愛請客,
於是乎是多時都悄悄就去付款,
或時悄悄就去買戲票。

順風車, 多是朋友主動詢問,
小貝三推四請他離開,
然後一句「我真係順路喎!」
便又麻煩朋友了。

呵呵呵呵..

不過有時候男生很難懂,
那個45歲的叔叔已經有離婚妻,
也有接近年紀的女朋友,
為何看上我?

難懂。

2007年10月18日

小心為妙

話說, 公司有一位年介45, 與我老豆年紀相若的男同事。
正值分居階段, 有個9歲女兒, 我跟他友好非常。
[只是普通朋友關係]

他很喜歡無端白事跑到我辦公室直到我下班才離開,
最近, 沒來了。

原因 : 他被我當口拒絕。

這個年介45能當我父親的男士,
本來我看不出他對我熱烈追求...
他那些無事獻殷勤, 邀約, 我從來都濫用,
因為我把他當成好朋友。

那次他問及我男朋友最新情況,
我告訴他一句「分手了」
便展開熱烈追求,
原因 : 「跟我一起很親切, 感覺舒服。」

我很多朋友都感覺很親切, 一起相處感覺舒服,
你也會把他們當成女朋友吧 =_______="

那天後,
收到一通示愛電話,
直接拒絕後,
再也沒騷擾我了,
也沒再在我公司出現。

以為..還是小心為妙了。

TyTN II

有看到am730最後頁的廣告嗎?
HTC TyTN II

價錢HKD6180
衛訊價。

雖則12月分期付款。

但仍是肉痛,
不是我的
是我哥哥大人買的。

但用我的信用卡。

謝謝STRANGER的鼓勵,
小灣鱷加油。

2007年10月16日

今天晚上

這是今天晚上收到的,
很喜歡呢...謝謝。

小小願望

那個小小的願望,

不是未來的家庭,

是希望能面試成功,

然後正正式式的去離家出走。

一個一個小結,

代表一個一個願望。

2007年10月15日

我們都愛

我們都需要愛。

出生的時候,
父愛, 母愛, 親朋戚友的疼愛;
讀書的時候,
老師, 朋友的疼愛

親愛, 友愛, 是在這階段接觸。

沒說情愛,
因為親愛友愛已經足夠,
暫未遇上一生的伴侶,
也有家人朋友愛護,
已經足夠。

那個將來小小的願望,
希望快點達成。

墮進深淵

L.D.Love, 我體驗過。

曾經跟一個在美國讀書的男生交往半年,
這是我的決定。

為了考驗他是否真的有誠意,
我故意在他離開香港之後才答應交往的事。

想不到, 這也維持了半年,
那時候, 我內心一直在掙扎。

這半年共花了3000多元的長途電話費,
也花了半年的感情,
大家並不是因為有別的伴侶而分開,
是因為感覺不太對勁。

那段甜蜜的日子,
我不會忘記。

到後來, 他一次都沒回來香港,
直到現在。

其實感覺對就行, 那怕自己已經墮進多深的淵,
畢竟, 這遙距的感情其實不能傷害我們多少。

放膽去愛也不是一件難事。

於是, 小貝決定放膽, 也放心了。

===================================

知道機師朋友有一個相熟的普通話老師,
於是只好硬著頭皮幫好友問一下..

到頭來他注重的卻是..
「Can you ask her to join my class?」
花心的男子, 真的不可信。

昨天晚上造夢,
看到他, 但卻睡得很甜,
我發現, 原來自己已經suffer完畢了,
下一站, NEXT。

2007年10月13日

小貝失蹤

小貝放縱性失蹤由今天生效
有效期1天。

明天再見。

2007年10月11日

核突小貝

小貝今天給表妹發了兩個訊息

「我發現我最近好核突, 無心機打扮」
「好似今日, 我好核突」

然後她回覆

「點答你好 -,-"」

早就說,
世上沒有醜女人, 只有懶女人。

於是, 今天又懶起來
隨手拿了一件外套, 一件tee, 一條褲
又上街了。

走到街上, 才發現自己今天多核突!!!

一片空白

原來昨天的post是第100篇呢。

生命一片空白,
也很不錯。

昨天跟男友人去看色戒,
沿途見到男友人的女友人,
於是, 又被人投以奇怪目光,
加
怪異問題。

跟男性朋友去看這類話題大膽的電影而已,
這不代表我跟他有什麼莫大關係。

男人的世界小,
女人的世界更小。

吃早餐,
發up風。

天氣轉涼,
對我來說,
擔子也卸下了,
因為天氣冷卻,
令感覺輕了。

輕,
多久沒見過你。

2007年10月10日

小貝彎鱷

點解小貝變左小彎鱷既?
個名都幾得意喎。

多謝米搞大師。

事實看來,
又是另外一名「好色之徒」

多謝米搞大師一矢中的,
小貝都係避之則吉。

堅強敷衍

小貝很堅強唷。

今天,
他message給我。

紅=我
藍=他

hihihi
hi
feeling better??????
I fainted last night.
what's wrong? are you ok?
I dunno.. maybe something wrong with my body
i need a body check later.
get better, i am now in the airport, leaving for Philipines and will stay there for 8 days.
ok
take care
u too, get better.
ok
Sure? get better?
yes

小貝很堅強, 很堅強的令自己用最敷衍的對話。
如果是以前的我, 我會用很眉飛色舞的messages來跟他對話。

然後, 他這個星期打給我的兩通電話, 我都沒接。
他, 不應該告訴我他的行蹤。

深刻的電話對話--->

Can you take your puppy here?
I am pretty sure my dearest one would love your puppy.
.......
My little one loves animals.
And we could take a walk from Mui Wo.

FUCK OFF( of coz..我沒有說出口, 隨口敷衍兩句便終止聊天 )

不知怎的, 總覺得這藍色跟他很相像。
我寧願想念藍色, 也不要念你。

皮膚補品

2007年10月7日

cleanser + toner

是晚跟母親到萬寧買女性用品,

看到雪山水做半價優惠!!!

即買!

還有昨天晚上的事,

令我今天睡得很不好。

幸而, 忽略了他的一通電話。

小貝已經可以完全忽略他了,
稍後的日子,

會記念他嗎?

2007年10月6日

How Do I Get Him Back

by Christian Carter, Catch Him and Keep Him

This time I'm sharing a great question from a reader.

It's a question I get all the time from women that points out a common misunderstanding women have about men.

Reader:

Dear Christian, I'm sorry but I need to ask you a question. I need advice and help. Me and my ex have been together off and on many times, recently we just broke up and now he's dating someone else. (he doesn't know what he wants) But I know he still has very big feelings for me and I want advice and help on getting him back. Even though he's dating someone right now, he still has feelings for me, and I need help on getting him back with me and not with her.

Please help!

Sincerely,
Needy and Hopeless

My Answer:

Thanks for writing, your email has about 147 great things here.

Let's look at a few of them...

The first important issue is that you're ignoring all the important signs your ex is giving you.

Men send a ton of silent “signals” that are out there waiting for women to tune into and pick up on.

And to learn from.

Some of these signals that men send are indirect and unintentional - but others men know they're sending out.

Please don't be naive.

Wake up!

Realize what's going on here.

If he's dating someone else, you've got to start moving on.

That's a direct and intentional signal.

He doesn't share your feelings of wanting to get back together in a committed relationship with you.

If you challenge this idea, you need to recognize something important...

That he's not in the right place in his life to share what you want with him.

What you really need for yourself is to find a healthy way to take some of the focus off of him and put it back on you and your life.

This doesn't mean you have to go out and date right now, but you need to take your mind off him.

I know it's hard to do this when you still have intense feelings for him.

But the simple truth is that you're setting yourself up for ALL KINDS of pain and disappointment...

Yeah, I've seen couples get back together like this - but the odds are things don't look good for this old relationship.

The more you can distance yourself from your ex whose dating another woman, the happier you'll be.

Trust me.

And I know doing this is tough, but you've got to do it if you're going to find your way to a new and improved situation - with or without him.

Here's something else critical going on for you...

You're making a lot of assumptions about HIS feelings when you say “he has very strong feelings for me.”

Do the math.

You know he's dating someone else.

By thinking about how you believe he FEELS inside is only keeping you stuck on him and your beliefs about the good person he can be and how great things COULD be together.

Let me put it another way-

What are his actions and behaviors saying?

If you listen to the signals your ex is sending you, you'll see that his “feelings” he shares are just his way of holding onto you for his own comfort and benefit.

Why wouldn't he want to keep you around if he's “unavailable” to really commit - because being with the other woman and still being connected to you keeps him from being fully involved in any real situation with either of you.

He's already dating another woman.

That should give you a clear idea of where his mind is at (not focused on getting back with you) and what his “feelings” TRULY are.

Here's what I want you to do first and foremost...

Think about making some decisions for YOURSELF.

Right now it sounds like your waiting for him to make all the decisions.

Think about what YOU WANT to be happy, and remember all the things your ex has done and said to let you know he's not committed to sharing his love with you.

If you give him and yourself some space, a funny thing might happen you won't expect...

Your ex-boyfriend won't have the comfort of two women who both want his affection.

He won't know that you're still there waiting for him - and this will trigger thoughts and actions in him that will ultimately help resolve your situation.

Until then...

For your own well-being, it's important you let him know he can't keep sharing his intimate feelings with you while he's dating another woman.

HERE'S A RULE YOU NEED TO REMEMEBER: ****
Never allow men who have “someone else” in their life to keep sharing and expressing their feelings for you.
****

It's wrong on several levels... for you most of all.

When a man can have the affection of two women, and he's in a place where he's emotionally non-committed to either, odds are he will try to keep this situation going for as long as possible!

Not all men would do this, but men who are “unavailable”, as it sounds your ex is, can continue multiple initimate situations at once.

You don't want to date a man that's in this place in his life... and I know because I've been this guy in my past!

NO AMOUNT of talking, experience or reasoning with him can get him to feel the way you want him to feel.

You can't change a man's emotional depth and where he's at in his life.

“Getting him back” is a bad idea.

Rarely does this give you what you think you want.

It's a losing battle, and you're going to end up being hurt or upset again as you undoubtedly keep moving farther and farther away from what YOU ideally want and closer and closer to whatever strange and unhealthy situation he's creating.

If you feel like you HAVE to see this through, then be careful. You're going against the odds.

Don't be “that girl”.

And I promise that you'll ruin your chances if you think you can “convince” him to come back to you through shows of affection, appeals to his desires or other “gifts” to bribe him.

I've watched this EXACT thing unfold so many times.

IT DOESN'T WORK!

Instead, you should think about the times you've broken up and the times you've seen that he wasn't personally ready for a relationship.

Those things are as real as the strong feelings and emotions you feel that keeps you coming back.

Use the issues and challenges you had together as a guide or a reminder of what's keeping you two apart now.

And once you start doing this, I think you're going to be strangely surprised at what starts to happen for you...

Once your guy notices that he doesn't have you waiting around for him like a puppy dog to figure it out, while he's off doing god knows what with other women, there's going to be a big change in his attitude and behavior.

It doesn't make “sense”, but that's how it WORKS.

****
THE CRITICAL SKILLS OF UNDERSTANDING MEN'S SIGNALS AND IDENTIFYING GOOD MEN FROM “UNAVAILABLE TOADS”...
****

You've got to learn to understand and identify “EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE” men.

If a man doesn't know what he wants, he generally doesn't want what he's got.

This may sound harsh, but it's the truth of the situation. And even when it isn't completely true, it's a good rule to go by.

A good man who is the right person and wants to be with you will find his own way to his “Emotional Truth”.

If his truth is that he wants to be with you, or not be with you, you have to respect that.

But I see women do it all the time.

The guy will be sending all kinds of subtle (or even direct) signs that he's not “available” or interested in something “serious”, but the woman ignores them and just pays attention to the fact that he likes being with her when they're together.

In other words, she substitutes the physical connection, or even the occasional emotional connection, for the real relationship she wants to be in.

WRONG!

Men have a different “love equation” from women:

A strong connection does NOT necessarily equal any interest in a relationship.

That's why it's CRITICAL that women learn to read the signals that a man sends about where he's at.

Because he's surely not going to just lay it all out there for you.

I promise.

If he does, write me an email, tell me all about it, and give me his mailing address so I can send him his prize.

When a guy isn't interested in a relationship, and he's hdoing something like seeing other women, here's what most women start doing that makes things go from bad to worse...

They start trying to “fix” things, and “fix” the guy.

And then comes the “convincing” behavior, trying to convince the man that they are the right one for him, and that because they have such a great connection, a loving “relationship” is the only right way to go.

I know, it sounds bizarre.

Why would a man have a great woman and a great connection with her that felt amazing when they were together, and not want a relationship?

I'll get to that later...

The thing I'm worried about here for you is that in trying to get your guy back, you're making these mistakes that are like “man-repellent”.

So I'll say it again.

You can't convince a man to want to be with you.

I don't know the specifics surrounding your off-and-on with the ex, but it speaks volumes.

Especially when it's combined with him not “knowing what he wants”.

This is CLASSIC man-speak for “I'm not emotionally available and I'm not ready for a real relationship”.

When he can't get in touch with his feelings and isn't open to exploring them, it's a text-book case of unavailability.

I don't mean that he can't share feelings or some level of intimacy with you...

In fact, I'm sure he still likes to connect with you when things are easy-going and he's not feeling “pressure” around you.

But your ex sharing his feelings with you can easily confuse you into thinking that he is potentially the right guy and ready for a long term relationship.

I'm sure you've seen this since you've been back and forth with him. But when a guy is unavailable, he has a fear of getting deeper into a relationship that he knows he's not ready for.

In his own way he's tried to tell you this several times.

Here's what he's saying:

Yes, I have “feelings” for you.

And no... that doesn't mean I want to be in a relationship with you and be faithful.

Take some time to think about the past with your ex, and then compare that to what will honestly make YOU happy, and what kind of relationship you want in your future.

If you're honest about it with yourself, I don't think he'll fit well into that based on his actions and behavior.

Put more value on his actions, not his words.

Get back to the things that you enjoy, the places you like to go and avoid places or things you used to do or see with your ex.

Spend some time with your friends and give yourself the space you deserve.

The less you talk about your ex and this situation for now, the better off you'll be.

And I think you'll be amazed at the results.

First, I think you'll just plain old feel better.

But even better than that, you'll be breaking the old connection that you had with your “x”.

And as counterintuitive as it sounds, breaking out of your old connection is actually the thing that's going to change the situation for you the most and help get you the results you want.

Right now, your convincing him and your wanting him back, even when he's with another woman, is making you come off in all kinds of ways that men just don't respond well to.

I know it seems like the best idea to keep trying to stay in touch with him and keep the connection alive.

But the truth is that you're just keeping this same old situation alive by pumping your time and attention into it.

If instead, you step back and stop chasing him or trying to convince him you're the right woman, you'll have an opportunity to do something that can honestly be ATTRACTIVE to him-

You first leave a space that he'll not recognize and not understand, which will first get him thinking about you and then wondering why you aren't acting the way you used to.

Men love “new” things and curiosities.

Plus, you'll also be able to give him the space he's tried asking you for in his retarded emotioanally unavailable “man-speak”.

Something funny happens when a man gets the space he asked for-

If you do it in the right way, he's forced to deal with himself and his own feelings to figure out that all the things he is worried about, afraid of, fearful of “committing to”, etc.

And being by himself, he'll see that these things are really just in his own mind - and not bad things about YOU.

In other words - he won't keep taking all the old “stuff” from the past that wasn't working and keep identifying it with YOU.

But you've to go know the way to “re-wire” the connection once you've broken the old one.

And if you can do this, I guarantee he'll come calling wondering about you.

In my ebook, “Catch Him And Keep Him”, I spell out specific ways to communicate with men that will help you build that new connection.

There are several psychological and behavioral “keys” that will help to open a man up.

And just as important, they will make him feel that electric spark of ATTRACTION with you again.

I'm talking about the kind of attraction that gets a guy feeling, at a deep level, that he wants to be with you right now AND far into the future.

This goes for the “unavailable” guys too that seem to keep withdrawing and don't communicate much about their feelings or what they want.

These guys are the toughest ones.

If there's just ONE PIECE OF ADVICE that holds more power for women than any other when it comes to men, it's this concept of only dating emotionally available men.

In my ebook, I also talk about how to identify good men from the “unavailable” ones.

If you're dating, wouldn't it be great to know what kind of guy you're dealing with FROM THE START?

And if think you're already got an unavailable guy on your hands, and you're wondering what you can do after all the frustrating disappointments that have gone on...

There's AN ENTIRE SECTION of the book dedicated to helping you both understand the emotional world of a man (yikes, right!) and how to lead him to a better way of being with and understanding you.

So make the choice to do something about your love- life and create the situation you want in your life.

Go check out my ebook now.

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打回原位

天空放晴了

然後,
又收到一個sms

Can you do me a favour?

跟朋友討論, 她問我,
Why he finds u instead of his friends?
Are you TOO KIND?

對..我太"kind"了。

回了一個yes,
然後, 打回原位。

不理會是上上之策。

2007年10月5日

不接電話

在弱軟無助的時候,
最想找的人,
是他。

在灰心失意的時候,
最想找的人,
也是他。

每每發短訊給他,
他翌日便會致電慰問,
聲線一點都不假。

有他的這通電話,
心情,
竟然輕鬆下來。

同一時間,
把一樣的短訊發給另一個他。

他的反應,
比我還要緊張,
比我還要激動。

他的這通電話,
令我感動完又感動。

那個被我傷害得深之又深的人,
卻一次又一次的對小貝好。

無情的小貝, 又瀟灑的走了。
前者剛致電慰問, 但,
小貝已決定從此再不接電話。

留言信箱的那端,
永遠是我對他的回應。

那個我最想找的人,
現在會是我最想逃避的人。

再見了Mr. R